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Wednesday, August 4, 2010 { 4:14 PM }

I'm thankful for you...

Really.

But sometimes i wish

You weren't in my life

Because not only did you bring

Happiness to me

You've brought me

Pain and suffering together with it.

The way life is

Is not controllable

And i wish upon a shooting star

That one day

Everything would just turn out alright for me

Who knew

That a person like you

Could make me feel so many different emotions

A person like you.

I wish

That one day

These feelings would stop

But

These feelings would always be there

As long as you were my friend

I beg of you

Please don't make me feel like this

Can we pretend that airplanes in the nightsky

Are like shooting stars?

I could really use a

Wish right now

You think you know me

But really

You don't

Because,

If you really did know me

You would understand the pain you brought me through

And not

Continuously kick me down

When i fall

The people that really care for you

Maybe those that you least expect

You've been close to me for many years

But instead of you noticing me

Whenever i feel down

Someone that just known me

Was the first to realize it

She shown me care and concern

Something that you didn't

And what really made me feel sad

Was the fact that

The one that known me most

Was the one that didn't notice my sadness

But someone who's only known me

And i'm thankful for her for that day

But it brought me painful memories

On what you couldn't give me.

{ 3:10 PM }

Time moves fast
Sometimes even too fast
It was never controllable
And it will never be
The fate of our births
Are still left unknown
What are we gonna end up as
Who we are gonna end up with
How will our lives will turn out
Will be unknown to us
How our deaths will turn out as
The deaths of our loved ones
The horror of deaths
The unpredictable fear
Some look back at their pasts full of regrets
While others look back without regrets
They can have a choice
Of starting anew
Or not doing anything
We all want to rewind time
To rewind all the Joy, Sadness and Anger
We all want to have that experience again
Just one more time
But we all know
That it's just impossibile
Eyes filled with tears
We can only remember
The small pieces of our pasts
The friendship, family and love we had
Were all passed
Just in the blink of an eye
How i wish
That time would stop
For even just a second

Copywritted - Carmen Yong
I was feeling down, and was thinking of the past. And suddenly i managed to write this out(:
It really expressed me, so yeah(:
It's not really good, i wrote it all out in one go.
But tell me what you think, yeah? ^^